Internal Conflict

Holiday?

2009-10-08T11:30:00.000+08:00

Finally, my final exam for 1st sem had finished. Just when I thought of relaxing in this 3 weeks, there's still so much to do...finishing my license,painting the house,taking care of my sister,etc..

I'm actually very allergic to stress and I mean it,literally. Having this illness really kills me. It can calm down and burn up suddenly. It can heal but resurfaces the next day. Sadly, this illness will never go away until the day I die. Just have to bear with it.

About the title? Yeah, I'm on holiday. But only for 3 weeks. Sad right. I'm on holiday before my friends who will have their holiday after I finished mine and longer too. ~_~

Oh yeah, it's my friend birthday this weekend. Who? only those who knows know.HUAHUAHUAHAUHAUHUA~~~

F*CK

2009-08-20T03:26:00.002+08:00

Just when I was about to watch my fav team play tonight, some ppl is there before me. They were watching Dortmund vs Real Madrid. honestly, I'm really pissed off. Then more people came, they ask whether got show the Burnley Man Utd match. I say ya, think so. At half time, I decided to change the channel without thinking what other people say. But unfortunately, they didn't show the f**kin match!!! Damn it, from a possibly good day turned into a BAD DAY!!!!and now I'm back in my room surfin the net to know just the live scores. Hope Man Utd wins!!!!!!!!!!

Ok
Goodbye
Assalamualaikum

Untitled

2009-08-18T23:58:00.004+08:00

I am somehow down today.
I don't know, maybe it's just me.
People change and really, I mean it.
Let's just say I am not my usual self today.

Can't concentrate, can't study, can't do anything properly.
Well that's it.

Just hopefully it gets better tomorrow. =)

Life goes on, But friendship stays forever.

2009-06-25T13:12:00.003+08:00

Well, after reading the post by 2 of my friends, this what I have to say. TOUCHED. To be honest, I rarely got this uneasy feeling when reading someone's post. But today, after reading one post made by my friend, FARAH NADIAH IZZAYATI, it made me realize how precious my friends are.

When I first met THEM, I would never have thought to be friends with them until now. could think. How many years already? About 5 years if my math is correct. In those 5 years, a lot of things have happened. I could write dozens of dictionaries filled with memories with those 5 years. Memories which will never be forgotten by myself and I'm sure my precious friends. Laughter,Sadness,Seriousness, every element you could think off. Everything is there every time we met we would talk for long hours and refuse to go home.

From form 2 till now, our friendship still stays the same even though we are going our own way. From riding a bicycle to riding a car. From being fashion less to have a fashion sense. From a teenager to a grown adult. From being an immature kid to be a grown person. All that haven't stopped us from being friends and that still stands till now.

We will graduate from our respective university, go to work, get married...life goes on. But, remember this, don't ever forget K.T.R.G.. just keep in touch, no matter where you are in German or UK or somewhere else in Malaysia. One day for sure we will meet again and I hope we will laugh just like we did right now. :-)

21 Facts

2009-06-22T22:42:00.002+08:00

1. My name is Muhammad Imran Bin Muhammad Salim.
2. I'm not yet 18 when posting this.
3. I'm in love with someone.
4. No one knows who I like.
5. I'm eating maggi when posting this.
6. CFS IIUM is my place of my study.
7. You will wondering what the F*** is CFS IIUM.
8. CFS IIUM = Centre For Foundation Studies International Islamic University Malaysia.
9. Taking Engineering course and that's a FAHCT.
10. <----The number Rooney wears at Manchester United.
11. Oh Yeah! I'm a Manchester United fan.
12. A Red Devil is a better word.
13. Been a fan for 6 years now.
14. A glory hunter at first.
15. A Devil now and ever.
16. Go to Hell Liverpool.
17. Never won a League title after 20 years.
18. <------ And we have just equaled your record.
19. <------ And that is the number of titles we will win after next season replacing you as the Best team in England.
20. And that is the best I can came up with.
21. Oh and I'm listening 21 Guns by Greenday while posting this.

abc

2009-03-21T19:09:00.002+08:00

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lalala~~~~

2009-03-08T13:27:00.003+08:00

1.Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kissed? by whom?
err...sceret~~

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
I feel going back to SLEEP

3.Who was the last person you take a photo with?
My friends~~

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Err...probably

5.Would you donate blood?
Yes and no. I would like to donate blood, but I'm still under-age

6.Have you ever had a best friend who is of the oppossite sex?
Yeah...

7.Do you want someone dead?
Yes~~~my Digimon

8.What does your last text message said?
Are you there d??

9.What are thinking of right now?
i'm thinking of the answer to this question.

10.Do you wish someone was with you now?
Yeah....

11.What time did you go to sleep last night?
Erm.. 3am

12.Where did you buy the tshirt you are wearing now?
err...somehwre

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
lalalala~~yes

14.Who was the last person who text you?
some buyer

15.Peoples tagged to do this quiz:
1.Farah
2.Diana
3.Mira
4.nazura

Tagged by Farah

2009-03-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

1) Go to your photos folder in your computer.
2) Go to the 6th folder of photos.
3) Go to the 6th picture in the folder.
4) Put the picture in your blog and and description of it.
5) Invite six friends to join the challenge.

Location: Cameron Highlands tea farm
Time: towards the end of 2008
About: enjoying the view while having tea and strawberry pie. Look at farah~~~~~

Tag: all who view this post

12 MARCH 2009

2009-03-06T12:19:00.002+08:00

This date will haunt me for the next few days. The only reason for it is that the result of this day will eventually affect my life forever. It will either be a smile or just a disappointment. Frankly, I hope that it is the former.

10A1 is my aim and I will continue praying for it. This is my last chance to prove I'm capable enough to get a great result. Getting 4A's and 6A's in my UPSR and PMR respectively really dent my hope of getting a result of flying colours in my SPM.

How should I describe my feelings right now? Happy but not necessarily. Nervousness but not really. Uncertainty maybe he best word for it. Maybe, because my mood often changes over time.

So, I hope 12 MARCH 2009 is a joyful day for me...and my friends.

The Comeback!

2009-02-19T16:08:00.002+08:00

HahA~~~
Sudah sebulan aku tak post benda baru.
Kali ni aku post sebab aku ade masalah..aku tak tau nak pilih course apa dlm borang UPU nih..
To be honest, buat decision2 la yg aku paling lemah sekali..Setiap kali aku buat pilihan aku tak 100% sure yg apa yg aku pilih itu betul..
Mungkin sbb itu setiap kali disuruh membuat pilihan aku menjawab "tak tahu" atau "suka hati".
Mungkin antara sebabnya aku terlalu fikirkan akibatnya tidak kira baik ataupun buruk.
Ada pilihan yg antara baik dgn baik, buruk dgn buruk dan ada baik dgn buruk...

Mungkin sbb memilih ni menyebabkan aku terlalu stress. Inilah menyepbabkan aku mendapat satu penyakit iaitu Psoriasis. Ini ialah penyaking kulit yg slalu dijumpai di cantuman tulang...antaranya kat siku. Penyakit ni boleh muncul bila2 masa sahaja. Dikatakan penyakit ini genetik. Dan jgn risau, benda ni boleh dirawat..

Ok2..dh bnyk aku cerita...Time too say Good-bye~~~~~

^_^

The Boring-ness....

2008-12-03T13:23:00.001+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so bored~~~~~~~~~~~~~
this is absurd~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
im being stupid~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and again~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
and again~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and again~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ok stop~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
stop i say~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hmmm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
stop now!~~~~~~~~~
its annoying~~~~
stop!~~~~~~
yes!~~~~
more!~~
ok~
k~
~
.

Well, thats all for today :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P

3 more papers!!

2008-11-21T23:26:00.004+08:00

W00t!! 3 lagi paper dan merdekalah aku. Merdeka kali ini lagi merdeka daripada pmrnyer..
Hanya BIO,PHYSICS dan EST yang perlu ku lalui untuk mencapai kebebasan yang ter-maximum.
Meja Study dah hampir kosong. Semua buku kecuali bio,physics,est dah di-pack untuk diberi kpd penjual surat khabar(ade buku dh plan nak bakar..hehehe...).
Yang paling lega apabila habis paper SEJARAH. Tidak perlu lagi fikir tentang apa yg ada dalam buku teks. Semua kandungan sudah di washing machine-kan. Clean otak aku..hahaha!!

ok lah...tibalaah masanya untuk ku mentelaah bio untuk kali terakhir dalam hidupku..-_-"

SPM!!

2008-11-05T16:49:00.003+08:00

Tak sangka minggu depan dah SPM. Memang cepat masa berlalu. Lepas SPM, tamatlah zaman persekolahan aku. Apa nak buat, suka atau tidak, masa tetap akan berjalan. Terpaksalah ku terima semua ini.

Tahun lepas, aku gelakkan senior-senior yang akan ambil SPM,"Padan muka xde cuti!". Sekarang dah kena balik! Sekarang dah jadi senior, baru perasan de ja vu. Biarlah apa nak jadi, lepas SPM, merdeka yang lebih merdeka daripada pmr! *tak sabar*

Pendek Kata, tolong doakan supaya aku berjaya dalam SPM ok.. ^_^

Graduation!!

2008-11-02T18:30:00.002+08:00

I've just had my 'graduation' yesterday. Frankly, I've almost cried. It seems like it was just yesterday I started school. But, here I am, 5 days away from being a student, to being a person. How I wish I can turn back the clock but this is life, it has got to move on, right. Well, without a doubt, yesterday's event really is one of the best I will remember my whole life.

*pictures will be put later*

No worry!

2008-10-28T01:07:00.003+08:00

Funny today, I can't get into my exam mood I always do. I mean, reading books. Everything I read can't get into my head. Maybe there's something bothering me and damn it! I can't remember it.

Maybe tomorrow will be better. ^_^

YUI - I'll Be PV!!

2008-10-24T14:32:00.002+08:00

I can't believe it's here. YUI's new song I'll Be!!!
Have a nice break YUI!!!

Biology 2 & Physics 2

2008-10-23T18:11:00.002+08:00

What a day. Both the papers were unexpectedly really really really hard. At least trials were much more easier than this. I'm just as relief as everyone because this 'gerak gempur' is just a normal test that won't be recorded. Like 'most' of my friends said, SPM is more important than this so the exam 'mood' still not there. Just hope that SPM will and must be more easier than this.

I'm still undecided whether to go to school or not. Tomorrow's exam are BM 1 and Sejarah 1. I'm not really concerned about sejarah because this paper 1 only consists of multiple choice questions. What I'm concerned about is BM(Bahasa Malaysia). My BM teacher is somewhat conservative. Just a few days ago she scold us for not finishing her homework. Well.. not scold.. but ignore. She's 'touching' and it's not very pleasent being ignored by your own teacher. So.. I might as well go to school tomorrow to keep my teacher happy.

New!!

2008-10-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

Well, this is my first time doing this blog so good luck in whatever i write.